Paula
130789
CHIJ Kellock `96-01
Crescent Girls `02-05
Singapore Polytechnic
ex-NCC cadet
HEART misters extended
Liverpool FC
wishlist
# o1 n72
# o2 contacts
# o3 "Happy birth.day"
# o4 iPod traveller charger
# o5 birkenstock madrid
# o6 CASH!
# o7 mistersex gathering!
# o8 go to the zoo
# o9 part outing (:
# 1o lin yi-chen earrings
# 11 england world cup jersey
# 12 wang zi bian qing wa ring
just feel kinda pissed/disappointed now. seriously exactly when is he gonna realised that the whole family is suffering while he dwells in his little world of neighbourhood-ness? i mean,a bloody 2-room flat ain't enough for 4 ppl lor. so while he just happily sleeps in his king size bed,leaving practically no space for my mum who does all the housework,clean,mop,wash clothes,wash dishes etc and has to deal with issues such as my grandmother and her crankiness. sometimes i think my travelling such a far distance to sch isn't such a big deal. but are we seriously happy living in a place we cannot entirely call home? and the heater is down and out. cold showers have been accompanying me for the past WEEK day and night. i'm alr falling sick. my bro and i have no space of our own. and i mean literally. the bro has to move both places during the week. seriously do u think this wld help if he was taking his Os? and me juggling with poly and everything. i mean how selfish can a person get. sure u have ur own reasons but shldn't u put ur family 1st and foremost? isn't that wat men always do? and when i mean family,i mean intermediate family,not ur siblings la. how long have u placed them b4 us? yeah,u've been working hard providing hard for us but ultimately,i think my mum has supported me and my bro for as long as i've known. pampering kids may not be the ideal thing but seriously neccessities have to be given lor. living in this hellhole known as my current house also known as my aunt's hse was only meant to be a temporary measure. now u're telling me to move back to river valley for 4 mths then move back again? seriously can i move out for good now!? selfish selfish selfish. he's just living a lie,a bloody facade. i understand all the bloody reasons u can give as to why u wanna sell that place and earn money blah blah blah. BUT HONESTLY,i dun mind HDB. just so long u give me my own room i'm happy. i carn even stand gg home now. to me this is just a pit stop where i rest and do stuff. but when do i ultimately feel at ease? maybe my mum's right. maybe we shld just give him a dose of his own medicine. sometimes,i really envy those who have their own room,heck,even their own home.
