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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Isolation

freaking badmooding persists on till this moment.
shall talk abt ytd.
was freaking pissed with the STUPID VPL cos she was sooooooo bitchy during the lecture which was a waste of time.
and after that,nc.
it was alright till SOMETHING or rather,SOMEONE appeared.
was so agitated i swear i would have strangled her or smth if she were of the same status as us.
saw gary tan in his no. 4
HAHAHAHAHAHHA. ok,nvm. so cute lah.
so went home and watched ah wang cos it was the finale.
SO DUMB LAH THE ENDING.
then i lazed around watching hai tun wan.
damn tempted to rewatch the series again.
XIAO GANG! :) hehs.
then i attacked the lil brat like mad cos he kept pissing me off lah.
attacking with a CANE.
i am not sadistic but imagine some 5 yr old who annoys u EVERY SECOND asking qns like a housefly buzzing around?!
then i watched Fallen Idol.
corey kept going "paula" this and "paula" that.
so weird hearing my name being said by some gayboy other than jay liew.
then talked to huang gou about our SAD life.
then went to bed cos i was freaking tired.
awoke to the SCREAMING of the FUCKED UP asshole.
i was screaming like mad lah.
imagine no peace in YOUR OWN HOUSE.
it's like some abatoir here lah,only we dun kill pigs or smth.
SOMEONE makes the noise to pigs sqealing.
then watched NDGE. HAHA,i finished it.
it's like 1000000x better than MJL.
anyways,went for dental after that.
i made my mum bring the brat to my grandma's place cos i simply told her "you want A1 or F9?".
she STRAIGHT AWAY literally dragged the brat by the collar all the way to chinatown.
HEHS. then went PS. did chinese at delifrance.
freaking manager overcharged me lah.
and TSKED me when i asked for my extra money.
i almost lost my cool,eyeing that pamphlet that said "SUGGESTIONS".
in the end,i decided it'd be a waste of my pen ink cos the manager would be the one reading it in the end.
ruby went thru probablity today.
was damn lonely today lah.
wanling din come :(
went to NTUC and bought junk food like mad.
the cashier thought i was bulimic or smth,giving me stares while packing my potato chips and scanning my entire body.
NOT HAPPY ARH!? then i went home and continued daoing that PIG OF A BOY.
have been sitting in front of the com watching VCDs.
i'm in denial mode.
and damn hyped up abt tmr.
1,Ai Zai Xing Guang Can Lan Shi is showing tmr!!!! shaozong =P
2,I'm watching Star Wars tmr!! Yoda =)
3,I can sleep in tmr and sleep EVEN later at night cos monday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY.
gosh,don't u just love it when u have extra holidays?! ^^
but then again,chinese Os... i told myself must finish ALL of kwan's work so as not to lag behind to smth.
and i've decided that i might isolate myself for the next week or so.
i need FOCUS and CONCENTRATION.
shall do what i did 3 yrs ago: SWITCH OFF MY HP/CUT OFF ALL CALLS.
besides,my mum wants me to cut down my phone bill.
another excuse not to switch it on.
yeah. it will take place on monday 0000hrs.
for now,i shall just get really hyped up abt tmr cos my bro's staying over at his fren's place and my mum taped the lil brat's mouth together.
oh the wonders of serenity.
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10:19 PM