Sunday, December 05, 2004
ACK
My life is a mess.
M-E-S-S,mess!!!!!!
Grahs.
It's like 1 min to midnight which means monday and I'm fretting.
Severely fretting already.
I've been living in denial for the past couple of days.
For one,I haven't practised "Perfect" for tmr's lesson.
Two,I haven't finished my hol assignments which I was supposed to finish 2 fucking weeks ago.
Three,I have not-done shopping trip with Huang Gou somewhere through the week.
Four,I'm supposed to be showing maths crap to my tutor tmr morning at 11am!!!!!!
GRAHS,how the fuck am I supposed to conjure up 1 mth's work of maths qns and answers in less than 12 hrs?!
Relax,Paula.
Breath in..... Breath out....
I sound like a freaking woman in labour.
Ackkk.
FIVE,2 FANFICS DUE SINCE LAST WEEK!!!!!!
Denial,Pau,denial.
Yes,I shall prioritise my life from right now.
By tmr,I shall buy my Sec 4 books and go for NC in the morning.
Will have breakfast with sH b4 NC.
Leave by 10.30 to get home for tuition.
Will make my tutor force me to finish maths.
Yes,FORCE,even if it means pointing a knife at me.
And then,I will force myself to update at least a chapter even if it means sleeping at 5am tmr.
I will not dilly dally my freaking time away.
YES,I will do that.
THINK POSITIVE.
No telly tmr.
Sch,tuition,Popular,Guitar,Home.
That's it for tmr.
Will fret abt Tuesday tmr.
I gotta sleep.
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